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September 2009
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So here I am in Pittsburgh, having missed Alpha Night Out. >:P What a waste of stress... Tho did have charming conversation with Mark when I called to ask him to please tell John why I wasn't at rehearsal if he didn't check his messages.

And am attempting to recreate this post, having frozen IE whilst I attempted to post it.

I suppose I cannot complain too much about the timing, as it does not seem a terribly couth thing to do when one has had exactly what one wanted dropped in one's lap. Dr. Ruess talked on Monday (when I was all upset) about finding something that relieves stress and makes you feel better. Well, I got to take a long road trip, i'm in Pittsburgh, and i'm spending time with the extended family - all of which are those stress-relieving, happy things for me. I was out of touch with my essential self - the inner sense of truth and okayness that defines me. Something pithy to think about, and a strong dose of the only home I've always had, is pretty much exactly what I needed.

There is a silver lining to every cloud.

And if I can say and remember and believe that, maybe I really will be myself again.

Oh, and the Steelers won. Boo-yah!

Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: the TV - Colts vs. Whoever