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September 2009
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Okay, I just had the shittiest day at work.

I dropped half the stuff I touched, everything was off kilter, and it was generally a bad thing. I'm tired and hungry and I didn't get a break (though this did spur me on to start drinking illicit lemon ice samples, so it's not a total loss.) There was a point where I was about ready to cry. (Fortunately Nate said it was okay, and since Nate knows everything, what choice did I have but to believe him?)

Bought Stacey her cigarettes 'cos it was one of those days when I really wished I smoked, and it was kind of cathartic. (And because she asked me to.) Am afraid I have made Matt really annoyed with me.


I really want to curl up with a big bowl of [insert comfort food here] and watch Star Trek. Unfortunately, Star Trek is not on and I am not hungry - besides the fact that I know eating will *not* make me feel better, as I am going through the requisite 'it's summer and I feel fat and ugly' stage.. Maybe I'll call St. Louis people and see if they're going to be in town on Wednesday.
Granted, I am not sure that that will make me feel better, either. :/

Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: the song with the marquee in it