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September 2009
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miscellaneous rage

Have braved Target (full of assholes) and fabric store (not full of assholes that I could tell, but I spent most of my time there reading the pattern catalogue.)

Want to go to St. Louis tomorrow. Have no fucking money. Greeeeat.

Well, I take that back. I have $16.60 in my checking account and about $25 in cash.

Oh, and I need to buy books in two weeks. Stellar.

Mom just did something that made me (as in, triggered a reflex reaction) hit her.

So I really need to get out of the house, and I really can't.


Current Mood: >:-O
Current Music: GRAWWRRR
Reflex action.

Be glad your reflexes don't have you automatically striking or joint breaking. It took me years to get to the point where I could be reasonably safe around people. Reason number 27 to, if you teach martial arts to kids, avoid teaching them permanent stuff without giving them something else to have slotted as primary If/Then.

Happily, now I reflexively clean things, mostly, which is far safer.

Re: Reflex action.

I do, though (automatically strike.) I'm pretty sure the only reason I haven't really injured anyone yet is because I've got no training in fighting whatsoever. And, more often than not, I know when people are about to startle me.