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September 2009
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My life makes sense in a very different way right now, held together not by schedules and sensibility but by threads I can barely see and do not understand. F threads. I only know they're there because ... what else could it possibly be?

Maybe this is why everything is not spun all to pieces. Maybe believing in the threads is enough to make them more real.

A loving world means a good life. An indifferent world means a nightmare life. A hateful world would probably be psychosis - hiding from the sun, running from the rain.

Maybe touching, maybe hearing you say my voice every time I take a breath. Maybe knowing the line before Tom Hanks says it. Maybe, maybe. Maybe just love.

Current Mood: time for bed
Current Music: I don't know what it is ... -- Rufus Wainwright