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September 2009
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I have too many problems letting go.

Springfield (at least around our house) most always smells like summer marching field. And some part of me just... refuses to believe that I will never ... really... march like that again. Corps will not be like it, if I ever make corps. College sure as hell won't be like it. And when I finally get a job, it won't be the same - even *if* I get the job I want.

Edit: Part of me also refuses the obvious conclusion that for the first time in my life, people like me because of what I can do for them.

::sigh::

My left shoulder is perpetually stiff and it's making me rather cranky. (Wish that was the only thing making me cranky.)

And, as usual, I am lonesome.

Current Mood: faraway
Current Music: Letting Go - Tulsa Union WG 2001
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I haven't seen you online... how have you been? Where have you been? How is your horn? lol

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At work, mostly. 8p

The fact that I was about to reiterate the contents of this entire entry is indicative of how I've been. >:p

It's sweet of you to check on me, though :D

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Um... "The fact I was about to reiterate the contents of this entire entry is indicative of how 've been" I didn't get that....

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I was going to say again that I hate it here and someone needs to come visit me. >:P

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Oh, I wanna move out!

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I wanna move back home to St. Louis. :P

In case you were wondering, my AIM is being spazriffic atm. (Sorry.)

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It's ok. :)