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lucypevensie
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September 2009
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Some days this is my home and it's beautiful and I love the goldenness of the fields at sunset and the fact that you can tell direction by locating the clock tower. And then some days the wanderlust almost swallows me and I just wanna get out of this one-horse town. And it's not Fayette, it's Fayette and Springfield and Columbia and the quiet suburbs of St. Louis and everywhere I've lived my whole life.

And some days I drive down a road and cannot imagine a time when I will not drive down it any more and will happily rearrange my entire future to that effect. And 24 hours later I drive down that same road and want it to be over as soon as is humanly possible.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.

And yet in all of this, my faith that it *will* all work out eventually grows ever more sure.